mixing memory and desire

jueves, enero 28, 2010

enthusiasm

esta mañana leí una frase de Winston Churchill que me impresionó mucho:
"success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm"
"el éxito es la capacidad de ir de un fracaso a otro sin pérdida de entusiasmo alguna"
la suscribo con los ojos y los dedos vendados, y ello a pesar de lo mucho que me gustaría discutir conmigo misma qué es lo que considero un éxito y qué es lo que considero un fracaso. creo que tengo que ajustar mis valores en este sentido.
también me gustaría discutirlo con los demás. no con todos mis Otros, sino con algunos particulares.
yo no suelo perder entusiasmo, pero me aburre bastante la insistencia con la que ciertas personas se empeñan en valorar y jerarquizar las acciones ajenas.
yo necesito el tiempo para ser, no para explicarme.

miércoles, enero 20, 2010

Burnt Norton, T.S. Eliot

los versos sabios del primer cuarteto de los cuatro que dan cuerpo al poema: se titula Burnt Norton, y pertenece a Four Quartets. T.S. Eliot otra vez.

Time present and time past
Are both perhaps present in time future,
And time future contained in time past.
If all time is eternally present
All time is unredeemable.
What might have been is an abstraction
Remaining a perpetual possibility
Only in a world of speculation.
What might have been and what has been
Point to one end, which is always present.
Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
Into the rose-garden. My words echo
Thus, in your mind.
But to what purpose
Disturbing the dust on a bowl of rose-leaves
I do not know.
Other echoes
Inhabit the garden. Shall we follow?
Quick, said the bird, find them, find them,
Round the corner. Through the first gate,
Into our first world, shall we follow
The deception of the thrush? Into our first world.
There they were, dignified, invisible,
Moving without pressure, over the dead leaves,
In the autumn heat, through the vibrant air,
And the bird called, in response to
The unheard music hidden in the shrubbery,
And the unseen eyebeam crossed, for the roses
Had the look of flowers that are looked at.
There they were as our guests, accepted and accepting.
So we moved, and they, in a formal pattern,
Along the empty alley, into the box circle,
To look down into the drained pool.
Dry the pool, dry concrete, brown edged,
And the pool was filled with water out of sunlight,
And the lotos rose, quietly, quietly,
The surface glittered out of heart of light,
And they were behind us, reflected in the pool.
Then a cloud passed, and the pool was empty.
Go, said the bird, for the leaves were full of children,
Hidden excitedly, containing laughter.
Go, go, go, said the bird: human kind
Cannot bear very much reality.
Time past and time future
What might have been and what has been
Point to one end, which is always present.

miércoles, enero 13, 2010

un, dos, tres...

... al escondite inglés.
algunos niños pequeños creen que cerrar los ojos basta para esconderse.
y hay niños grandes que creen que se puede uno esconder detrás de una persona, y que basta con no mirar y no ver para que a uno no le vean.
un poco más elaborado, pero solo un poco.
la próxima vez que me encuentre frente a una escena similar, chasquearé los dedos pulgar y corazón para desaparecer de inmediato.

jueves, enero 07, 2010

Bloc Party




The Prayer, Bloc Party

Lord, give me grace and dancing feet
And the power to impress
Lord, give me grace and dancing feet
Let me outshine them all
Is it so wrong to crave recognition?
2nd best runner up
Is it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more, than is given to you
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm I will slice I will dazzle them with my wit
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm I will slice I will dazzle
I will outshine them all
Standing on the packed dance floor
Our bodies throb in time
Silent on the weekdays
Tonight I claim what s mine
Is it so wrong to crave recognition?
2nd best runner up
Is it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more, than is given to you

empieza el año y la década. nuevas preguntas a través de una canción de Bloc Party. ya veremos cómo se responden.

 

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